Oh Jeez

i feel very odd rn...
like I'm starting a graphic design job at ups and i don't know what I'm doing and i don't want to disappoint my boss or my college teacher(who got me the job) and it was so sudden so I'm freakin out haha i was expecting to be focusing on drawing this summer I've only had like one real job before so ill probably only be free weekends and my sleep schedule is fucked up and I'm weaning medication and I'm scared that i won't be able to draw a lot this summer but i still know that this is the best case scenario because i need real work experience and this is the best job i could ever get rn so I'm just kind of all over the place rn WOOOSH

i tried animating and the sketch was fine but doing the cleaned up lifework makes me want to off myself i might give up on that aha and work on comic instead idk we will see